anodyne

This place is strange, a familiar grace that calms the storm inside his head.
Watching light reflect, is there a meaning behind the sequencing?
He screams an unnatural scream to fill the voids.
Angry that healing takes waiting.
He laughs because he understands the longing.
It’s a device to push ones self
It’s a hunger to keep you moving.
Refuse to pretend, to close his eyes, those pale gray eyes.
And if he can withstand all of the light reflecting
Signaling the safety, he raises his brow
Looks to the sky and embraces the feelings.

Don't ask about the title because I don't know why : )
This is an old song from a band I was in in my late teens.
I don't know why I just felt the need to post it.
There are a lot of good memories attached to it I guess.

LMAO
ok hear are the lyrics

steal this light from you and pass it over, right over you
still my friend after all it's over, it's over you
looking past but not past the motion
this suffuses the thalamus
to be judged by man but not his words
but the body language as we cross paths
i want to see light, i want to feel like, i want to loose control
and steal my friend after all it's over, it's over you
like a cancer inside you that you eat in and out through
then you watch it grow
it's not that hard to distinguish person form silhouette
but you can trace the lines and drawl me under
it's just easier to fit me in restraints that hold me down
but you can't understand what you're going to do
i guess life comes so easy for you
you see right through me and you just keep walking
i want to see light, i want to feel like, i want to loose control
so why not judge by this outside and raise one above all
i want to feel an exchange without feeling raped
and i want to watch it bloom

For some reason this song record quietly so turn down your speakers when it's done.
just a warning.
I'm happy with the content just not the recording It's really fuzzy but that's how it will be until I can get something better.

I went to a friends house, he started playing this one the keyboard I just started singing.
I don't know what to think I hate and love it.

A rough draft wrote and recorded the same night.
Let me know what you think, don't forget to rate.